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Saturday, March 29, 2003
Art & Entertainment ... Society ...

I read that Jackson Browne has been speaking out against the war lately. Hey, good to hear that Jackson is still out there, holding on and holding out. Wow, Jackson Browne was once my favorite singing artist. Jackson seemed like the man for all seasons; he could rock when he felt the urge, he could get a pop hit going when he needed the money, he could push the social conscience button without turning everyone off, and he could croon the pathos and bathos of lost love and days gone by. Yea, Jackson Browne was about as intense a popular musician as you could get back in the 70s and 80s. He was truly an INFJ’s singer and songwriter.

I only saw Jackson Browne once, back in 1978 when he made an appearance at a free and very-unplugged concert on the Mall in D.C at a pro-ecology event (I think they called it “Sun Day”). He had his young son with him (recall that Browne’s first wife died soon after the son was born and that Browne committed himself to being a good father, taking his son along with him on his tours, avoiding the usual rock star debauchery in order to be a good parent). The Jackson Browne myth, i.e. of a rock star with substance, appeared to have some substance to it.

Then one day I wrote him a letter, using an address for correspondence provided on one of his albums. How naive of me — another one of those lessons in real life. I opened my heart a bit in my letter, telling Mr. Browne how important his lyrics and his music were to me, how they related to my daily life, how they gave me hope. Well, after a few weeks, I got a reply. Reality fix: the letter was not from Jackson Browne himself, but from one of his p.r. people. And the tone of her letter was very Californian — i.e., she tried to be nice, she acknowledged my feelings, but ultimately there was nobody home.

In other words, always remember this: the more famous a person is, the more unreal that person is. What you are seeing, however edifying or appealing, is a carefully crafted image, one fashioned by a group of investors in order to make money. Who or what the person behind that image really is, who knows. One thing, however, is for certain: whoever that person really is, they are definitely too busy to interact in any depth with the great unwashed masses (other than a concert and an occasional autograph on the street). Their time is money. But admittedly, in the case of a Jackson Browne, perhaps they have a valuable message to broadcast to the world as well.

One side-note about the war, one that relates to Jackson Browne in a way: I recently saw one of those “send to everyone you know” e-mails about how smart the President and his advisors are and how dumb the anti-war celebrities are (question: why do so many people feel that their mission in life is to pass along these supposedly interesting e-mail messages on a regular basis to 50 or more of their friends?). The list of dummies included Martin Sheen, Susan Sarandon, Cher, Sean Penn, Ed Asner, Bono, and Larry Hagman (Larry Hagman!! Is he still around?). Jackson Browne didn’t make the list — probably because of his declining fame more than because of his solid credentials in foreign policy analysis (although Browne wouldn’t seem any more declining than Larry Hagman… ).

Getting back to this “patriotic” e-mail, and to some other things I’ve seen in the news recently and have overheard at work, it seems as though we are going back to the divisive postures that were last seen during the Vietnam war. I.e., both the protestors and the pro-war people are getting vehement; they are starting to take each other personally. That’s too bad. I hope that the anti-war people will try to make it clear that they aren’t trying to insult veterans, they aren’t trying to force people to become vegetarians or give up their SUVs (or listen to Jackson Browne music), and they aren’t condemning America or trying to make Saddam Hussein look like a hero. By the same token, I hope that the pro-war people will realize that protest and dissent is as American as apple pie. Our system works because we air our disagreements. Were we to adopt the viewpoint implied by that seemingly patriotic e-mail, i.e. that we should all silently support our leaders and assume they always know better than we do, than this just wouldn’t be America — it would be more like Iraq!

(And as to the notion that people with the highest levels of academic and career experience in politics and foreign policy analysis should be trusted to always make the right choices for our nation, let’s go back to the Vietnam days and pull out the resumes of Robert McNamara, McGeorge Bundy, Lyndon Johnson and General William Westmoreland; how could a dream team like that be wrong about America’s ability to achieve its objectives in Vietnam? And yet they were.)

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Wednesday, January 22, 2003
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Two weeks ago, the press gave a lot of attention to Sherry Murphy, a middle-aged go-go dancer in Newark, NJ who was starving three of her young nephews in her basement, one of whom died before being rescued. While I feel the same shock and grief that most everyone feels for Faheem, the boy who died, and for his brothers Raheem and Tyrone, who will live, I’ve been noticing some adjacent tragedies in the stories of the other characters in the case. One of them is Fuquan Williams, the 11-year old brother of the victims, who was no longer living with his aunt; another is Wesley Thomas, the 16 year old son of Murphy, who recently told authorities about his involvement in the death of Faheem (he claims to have unintentionally knocked Faheem out while wrestling with him, from which the 7-year old never recovered).

Both Fuquan and Wesley experienced the same pattern of neglect and abuse that eventually killed Faheem: parents and guardians with criminal records and substance abuse habits, inadequate attention, physical and mental abuse from family and visitors, lack of health care, shuffled frequently between various relatives and caretakers, fathers either unknown (in Fuquan’s case) or infamously known (a registered sex offender, in Wesley’s case), intermittent schooling at best, and a broken-down child protection agency that prematurely closed their case. In sum, a highly chaotic nightmare for an adult, hell to a child (recall the Pat Benatar song, Hell is For Children).

Unfortunately, this is a story of urban poverty, even if Sherry Murphy and her cousin (Melissa Williams, the fugitive mother of the children) did hold jobs and lived in relatively pleasant surroundings (they were not welfare queens living in the projects). They were people that could have made it in the working world, but some sort of psychological and emotional instability, the kind too often found amidst the inner-city poor (and many other groups, of course), infected their lives and found its way to their children. This is the cycle of poverty hard at work, reaching even those who seemingly have the resources to escape it — although one must admit, the aunt and the mother were not simply innocent victims of forces beyond their control. They must stand accountable for what happened. They are not poster-children for the urban poor, most of whom are honest, hard-working and conscientious caregivers; nevertheless, this is a repetitious social infection that is still too common in the city. And the results are young criminals in the making.

Wesley has already graduated; at age 16, he has a police record involving weapons and drugs, and now faces assault charges regarding Faheem. (And yes, he is a parent). As to 11 year old Fuquan, his life could go either way. Not surprisingly, he has severe emotional and learning problems, and exhibits angry and erratic behavior. However, he is now in the legal custody of a seemingly stable, regularly employed uncle who has him enrolled in a special institution. With enough stability and guidance, and in the company of a male role model, Fuquan might have a chance to pull himself out. But then again, most of the special programs for troubled youth like him tend to “graduate” their participants at age 16, due to limited resources. Fuquan may not be ready at age 16 to face the world, even with his uncle’s well-intended help. He may never be able to go back to a regular high school, and would probably have little chance of succeeding in the typical “non-professional” career tracks of today, which require either technical acumen (e.g., an office equipment repairman) or a flair for customer relations (e.g., a bank teller). The call of the gangs and the streets may be too much for him. Along with Wesley, Fuquan may be another Native Son. Another American tragedy slowly unfolding itself in the city.

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Wednesday, January 15, 2003
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As an eternal student, I’m responsible to read some books. Lately, I’ve lacked the discipline to devote myself to any one book. Thus, I’m hunting and pecking through three or four titles at a time. The line up right now: Complexity, Mitchell Waldrop; Greek Ways, Bruce Thornton; Complete Idiot’s Guide to Taoism, Brandon Toropov and Chad Hansen; The Presidency of Jimmy Carter, Burton Kaufman; The Changing Face of Jesus, Geza Vermes; and Disarmed & Dangerous (The Berrigan Brothers), Murray Polner and Jim O’Grady. I’ve also been taking an occasional look at Lila by Robert Pirsig and The Cosmic Code by Heinz Pagels. This isn’t exactly the best way to get through a book, but it does allow some intellectual cross-fertilization.

I’d like to offer a few comments on two recent deaths. First off, Maurice Gibbs of the BeeGees. Yes, the BeeGees. Not exactly the most brilliant musical talents of the past thirty years, but they certainly did have staying power. I wasn’t exactly thrilled by their disco opportunism, nor by Barry’s post-disco pretensions as a classy singer who could complement the likes of a chanteuse such as Barbara Streisand or whoever. Nor by Barry’s pretensions to still have a falsetto after 1983. Nor by Barry’s pretensions to still have long hair and good looks. I guess that I wasn’t exactly thrilled by Barry in general. Robin was OK, although he put too much intensity into his lyrics — his songs weren’t all that profound! Maurice was about the best you could do with a group like the Gees. He pretty much stuck to his supporting role and didn’t complain, no matter what phase the group was in. He kept doing his job, even during their long decline. He went bald, but instead of messing with pretentious hair-weaves, he just wore a hat on stage. And actually, he didn’t look bad with it. I suppose that I should have stopped taking the BeeGees seriously after 1970, but even in their disco phase there was a certain romantic idealism to their songs that was so schmaltzy that you started believing in it again. Maurice’s quietness lent the band some gravitas, some credibility. He kept the group from becoming a complete joke. He was the one good man that could save a city. Maurice Gibbs, hats off to you.

The second death of note? Faheem Williams, the seven year old boy who was found dead in his aunt’s home in Newark, New Jersey after years of complete family neglect. All of the usual child protection systems of our society broke down on Faheem: the courts involved with his mother and aunt, the state child protection agency who investigated his mother, the school system that didn’t notice his absence, and the other family members who knew something but didn’t step in. I work for a prosecutors office (called a district attorney or states attorney in other places), and it will be people like us who administer the criminal penalties involved. Hopefully, the prosecutors will do their job properly, although that certainly won’t bring Faheem back. The Governor is quite incensed, and is calling for big changes to make sure this doesn’t happen again. But I myself have only one little change to suggest for now. And that is this: everyone who hears about Faheem should bow their head for a moment and think about the poem “For Whom the Bell Tolls”. Put aside the fact that Faheem was an African American child living in a dysfunctional family succumbing to the pressures of urban poverty. Just think of him as another human life that perished tragically. Much like the people in the World Trade Center, or in a plane crash, or any other place where life turns into a nightmare. Let me mention another case that we got just a few weeks before Faheem’s case hit: a highly dysfunctional young woman gave birth, wrapped her baby in a plastic bag and stowed it away. A near-by county has a 20-year old who dropped her one-year old child into the river. I have no real answer to such horror. All I can say is, ask not for whom the bell tolls.

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Friday, December 27, 2002
Society ... Technology ...

My stomach was starting to feel better (see recent blog post), until I read the articles today about the human cloning. Just what humankind needs, another moral and ethical dilemma. As if there were a shortage of children created via the good old fashioned mechanism.

The whole thing has a gothic science fictional quality to it, reminiscent of The X-Files and “V”. I.e., the nightmare you can’t wake up from. An alien child was born, and more are on the way. Clonaid spokesperson Brigette Boisselier would seem right at home on one of those shows. Not that I was a huge X’er or V’er. Both shows were a bit too violent and graphic for my cotton-candy soul. But the Raeliens, with their talk of alien masters, and Ms. Boisselier, with her smooth words trying to make it all seem just fine, do have a creepy aura to them. I’m sure I’m not the first blogger to notice that.

All kidding aside, I think that this is a bad moon rising. It’s bad science at its baddest, an experiment that could have terrible physical, emotional and sociological consequences. Sure, there are potential up-sides, but as with Nazi medical experiments, the down-sides and the unknowns are way too steep right now to be messing with individual human lives. I hope this is just a hoax. But I have that weird feeling, like the one a lot of us had about 9 am on Sept. 11, 2001 when the first disjointed media reports came in, that this could be very serious.

P.S., back to the light side for a moment. As an old guy without kids around, I’m not really sure why a lot of adults are talking about Sponge Bob these days. Nevertheless, they are. So, I checked some search engines to see if any attorneys specializing in helping people clean up their criminal records were taking advantage of the potential pun. But my search for an “Expungement Bob” came up blank.

P.P.S. A few days later, I read that Clonaid is pulling back it’s offer of DNA proof. Hopefully, little Eve is going to grow up as a genetically unique person after all, just a footnote to the history of public hoaxes.

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Thursday, December 19, 2002
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I now work in a district attorney’s office in an urban area (and yes, some days I do scratch my head and wonder what am I doing there). I’m not a trial attorney, so I’m not directly involved in criminal prosecution. However, I do talk with some of the “APs” (assistant prosecutors), and today I heard something quite interesting. Over the past 5 or 6 years, we’ve had a spectacular increase in gang activity in the poor neighborhoods. We now have local chapters of the Crips, Bloods, Latin Kings and some home-brewed groups too, and just like everywhere else in the nation where gangs reign, they play for keeps (with their loyalty oaths, colors, signs, drug running, and murders). My AP friend was telling me that the gangs are using some interesting tactics to defeat our tried and true prosecution strategies. DAs often offer a defendant a lenient sentence so as to obtain testimony needed to nail a partner in crime, usually a “bigger fish”. The gangs are defeating this by telling the “little fish” who get caught to go along with the deal at first, to agree to “sing” against a higher-up in the gang — but then, once the jury is empanelled in the trial of the “bigger fish”, to hush up. The little fish then gets nailed, the DA gets the judge to throw the book at him, maximum sentence. But the big fish swims off, knowing that once a jury is empanelled, the double jeopardy rule prevents the prosecution from going after them again for the crime in question.

This shows that there is some incredible loyalty going on amidst the gang members out in the bad streets. The “little one”, in his “love” (or whatever) for the group, accepts a long term in prison so that the senior members of the gang may continue their work. This is new to most prosecutors, who traditionally depend upon the lack of honor amidst thieves and murderers in order to divide and conquer.

What this says to me is that something really scary is going on in the ghettos — a lot of people are abandoning all hope in the system. They don’t see any way out, given the widening gap that our information-age techno-economy is causing between the haves and the have-nots. So, they are abandoning the ways of liberal society (given that liberal society has in many ways abandoned them) and adapting insect-like rules of living, banding together in colonies and offering up their lives for the good of the hive. Unfortunately, those colonies and hives (i.e., the urban gangs) have little sympathy for the law and the order of the civilized society that they seceded from. The dynamics of urban poverty are pushing its captives into a dangerous new phase — which, if continued, is going to create some big headlines in another 5 or 10 years. What I’m imaging here — actually, “nightmaring”, if that is a word — is going to involve National Guard troops, smoke, and of course, lots of blood.

More food for a scary thought: think about the parallels between our urban gangs and the international terrorists, including Al Qaeda and the Palestinian terror bombers. In other words, this isn’t just a local trend. There has always been poverty, but in today’s internationalized, internet-ized world, where everyone has exposure to the media no matter how illiterate or how remote they are, the poor realize that a lot of people aren’t poor and a lot of places aren’t squalid, but that there is just about no way for them to jump the gap. Hard work and self-belief don’t do it anymore. You need to grow up in educated circumstances with educated parents and computer screens most everywhere you look. If you are an 18 year old living in a village in Nigeria or the West Bank or Karachi, or on the streets of South Chicago, you know it’s way too late for that. So, you might as well join the gang or the cell and take the loyalty pledge, embrace what they drill into your mind, be ready to murder and be ready to be murdered, or at least be put away for life.

Do I really believe it’s too late to head off an impending Armageddon between the poor and the rich? If I did think that, I wouldn’t bother writing about it. But darn, we rich folk had better start thinking and doing something more about this, and soon. Our fences won’t hold; those walls being built right now by the Israelis on the West Bank are just another Maginot Line. We’re going to have to somehow reach out to the poor of the world with the education and acculturation necessary to bring them into our world. Sure, that would mean that we’d be a bit less rich for a while, maybe quite a while. And the poor aren’t going to continually thank us and make us feel all warm and fuzzy about ourselves while we’re doing it — they’re not easy to work with. But in the long run, it’s the only hope.

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Sunday, December 1, 2002
Society ...

As stated on the bio on my home page, I worked for many years for an urban, non-profit community development corporation. It was, and still is, led by a Roman Catholic priest (a monsignor, in fact). Working there seemed like a way to make something real out of abstract religious and spiritual notions. It really seemed like a way to make the world better.

I use past tense verbs in that last sentence because after a while, it didn’t seem like a way to make the world better. After a decade, I finally realized that the place was an urban political machine, and the monsignor in charge was really a ward boss. Sure, the organization provided low-income housing, social services, job training, business development, pre-K schooling and alternative grammar schools, and other services that helped the disadvantaged in the city. And I’m glad that I helped to get some of that going. But only later on did I see why the big chief really wanted all that stuff. It gave him power and influence in his corner of the city. It let him push the mayor and councilmen around, or try to anyway. He could allow or block a certain politician from appearing on his property to hand out flyers, and offered space in his freebie newspaper to those he liked. He could make sure his tenants and employees make it to the polls on election day, and could make sure they know who he thinks is worthy of their vote, and could even encourage certain employees to volunteer their lunch hours and after-work time to a favored candidate. And if that wasn’t enough, he controlled certain for-profit subsidiary corporations (that never really made a profit) that could and did make campaign contributions.

That’s not how I feel the urban poor should be helped. I know what the good monsignor’s theory is. His theory comes largely from Saul Alinsky, the famous Chicago organizer. His tactics come largely from Mayor Frank “I Am The Law” Hague. (In fact, the good monsignor grew up just a town or two away from Hague, when Hague was still in power). The monsignor feels that the poor are only going to become unpoor when they organize and get political (per Alinsky). And since they seem to have lots of problems doing that on their own, he feels that he has the mandate to do it for them (per Hague, maybe also Lenin). He shakes the political tree, and the money flows down to his machine, where he shares most of it with the poor (although he does skim a bit for a lot of travel expenses including fancy hotels and restaurants). But he keeps the power.

Maybe this made some sense in the 1930s and 40s. But this is the 21st Century. The global free market is the basic working presumption these days. Globalistic capitalism is cruel and leaves too many people in the gutter, but the alternatives seem to leave just about everyone in that gutter. Sure, lots of people still seem to think they can better their lot by trying to shake the system down, to hold it hostage to its liberal traditions and conscience. But it seems to me that such an approach only transfers wealth, without creating any. Sure, there are too many people in America these days with too much wealth, which they didn’t really sweat to create. But I don’t think it makes sense for the poor (or their self-appointed trustees like the good monsignor) to put all of their energies into conniving ways to shake some of that wealth loose for themselves. Instead, they should figure out how to create some new wealth of their own.

That’s why I think that the world of “CDCs” (community development corporations) needs a new paradigm. Right now, the good monsignor and his machine represent the gold standard of community development. Just about every other CDC is trying to do what he has done, and are adapting his methods. The monsignor himself teaches classes at a prestigious university, telling young MPA students interested in community development how to get tough in the political world. I think it’s wrong. I think the CDCs need to take their smarts out of politics and put them instead into economics and human psychology. They’ve got to get back to understanding the dynamics of being poor, and what it takes to change that dynamic given the realities of the American economy. Sure, politics will never go away. But if a CDC could really figure out how to break the cycle of poverty (despite all the fame and glory, the monsignor’s ground could never claimed this and doesn’t), if it could allow formerly poor families to make it in the economy of today, it wouldn’t need to rely on politics. If the powers that be in the CDC’s home city tries to shake it down, it could always find another city that would welcome it. In other words, it could compete. It could survive in a free market.

That’s what I’m trying to get at in the Some Urban Thoughts section of my home page. I dream of a whole new kind of community development corporation. Smarter, more innovative, in tune with economic and social realities of today, ready to move beyond the urban organizing and ward healer tactics of 50 to 100 years ago. I wish I was the kind of person that could put something like that together. But I’m a student at heart, not an entrepreneur. I’ve got a dream, an idea, based upon my studies. But it’s gonna take someone else who knows how to take dreams and ideas and can make them work in the real world before the new kind of CDC sees the light of day.

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Saturday, November 23, 2002
Religion ... Society ...

I’ve noticed that the Christmas Season has begun. It’s not even Thanksgiving yet, but decorations are going up on the malls and Main Streets and people are already buying Christmas trees and putting up lights. It seems to get earlier every year. Here are some personal reflections on “The Holidays”:

1.) The retailers obviously want the season to start as early as possible, because it’s good for sales. When people wait until mid December to buy gifts, as they did back when I was a kid, there’s more chance that bad weather will interfere and thus some gifts just won’t get bought.

2.) Because the season starts so early, it ends pretty abruptly now. I see lots of Christmas trees on the curb on the morning of January 2nd. Back when I was young, it was local Christian tradition to  »  continue reading …

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Thursday, November 21, 2002
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Back in the 16th, 17th and 18th Century, there were a lot of intellectual “cross-trainers” around: educated people who applied their minds to a variety of subjects including philosophy, mathematics, science, commerce and government. Ben Franklin is a good example, but you also had Thomas Jefferson, Rene Descartes, Leonardo DaVinci, etc. Today, of course, you don’t find many people like that. There’s so much knowledge out there now, you need to specialize in order to be taken seriously.

That’s too bad. There are still a few thinkers left who cross boundaries, who try to weave science and humane thought together. But they aren’t too common anymore. Rarer still are those who know what they’re talking about. In the 20th Century there was C.P. Snow and Jacob Bronowski, and we still have Robert Pirsig. I am currently picking through Pirsig’s second book Lila. Despite the fact that Lila doesn’t possess the charm of Zen and Motorcycle Maintenance (it’s actually a rather strange book), there are occasional brilliant insights in that book. It’s like rooting around a garbage dump, looking for diamonds — and occasionally finding some. The garbage dump is Pirsig’s grandiose “Metaphysics of Quality” and his blather about “values”, and the diamonds are found when Pirsig sucessfully melds philosophical and scientific insight, such as his comparison of the various levels of functioning within a computer with the idea of a mind existing within a mechanistic human brain, and the idea of a society existing amidst a host of independent, non-cooperative human egos.

I recently read an article in The Atlantic about a writer named Henry Adams. This Adams was not one of the early Presidents of the US (although he was one of their descendents), nor is he a character from the 1960s show The Addams Family. Henry Adams was a cranky blue-blood who lived around the turn of the 20th Century, who concerned himself with the overall state of human affairs. In 1906 he authored “The Education of Henry Adams”, wherein he tried to build a philosophy based upon the lessons of history and science. He asked whether creation has a particular purpose, or is just an accident of circumstance. As with most people who ask such questions, he didn’t come up with a definitive answer. But at least he asked the question and was taken seriously. Today, if you ask that question, you aren’t taken very seriously. In an age of intellectual specialization, anyone who asks the big questions is automatically put into the “fuzzy mystic” box. OK, well, maybe Ken Wilber and Fritjof Capra and their like can be accused of speaking and writing a bit too much and forgetting to come back to earth sometimes. You wonder if they have in fact nailed down the basics of differential calculus and iambic pentameter.

Nevertheless, it’s too bad. Just not a good time for big thinking.

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