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Thursday, October 28, 2010
Current Affairs ... Personal Reflections ...

Something or other got me thinking today about Yes – the art-rock band that had its fame and glory in the early 1970s (Yes is still around in one incarnation or another, playing at state fairs and local art centers). I was specifically thinking about the opening routine Yes used in concert back in the early 70s, which was captured perfectly on their first live album, Yessongs. I was hearing it all in my head this morning, and remembering the time or two that I myself experienced a Yes show back in my youth.

Ah yes, Madison Square Garden in New York. The opening act started at 8, but was mostly just a distraction. They got off stage around a quarter to nine, and everyone in the seats got restless. Then just before 9, the lights went out, the arena went dark – and you could feel electricity pulsing thru the crowd. You could see hundreds of yellow light spots amidst the crowd – young people toking up. And then, very quietly at first, you heard the opening notes of the lead-in theme song. That was a recording of the finale to Stravinsky’s Theme From Firebird Suite.

The Firebird went on, resonating in the darkness for another 2 or 3 minutes, growing in volume and intensity. On the dark stage,  »  continue reading …

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Monday, October 11, 2010
Aspergers ... Brain / Mind ... Personal Reflections ...

There’s a nice article in the October Atlantic Magazine about Donald Triplett, the first human being diagnosed with autism. This is a well written article containing a very edifying human interest story; but most important (to me, anyway), it provides a valuable perspective on just what we do and do not know about autism. Bottom line here: we’re still not really sure just what autism is, despite all of the pontifications by the medical and psychological sciences pretending to have strict definitions and diagnostic tools. At bottom, “we know autism when we see it”.

Over the past year or so, I have ‘studied up’ on the question of Aspergers Syndrome and the dreaded “autism spectrum”. I have read articles and books, watched videos about autistic people, and have rubbed elbows with a group of young adults who identify themselves as “Aspies” or “high functioning autistics” (at a monthly Meet-Up group). Obviously I’m trying to learn more about myself, about where I fit in. Yes, I could pay a shrink a couple of thousand bucks to get a “professional diagnosis”, but I’d rather “take the journey” and save myself the grand or two.  »  continue reading …

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Sunday, October 3, 2010
Current Affairs ... Personal Reflections ... Society ...

As I get older, I give conservatives (the true conservatives, anyway) credit for putting emphasis on the notion of “values” and “virtues”. They have a point; no matter how good and effective the government is, no matter how extensive its social programs are, no matter how just and effectively enforced the laws are, a nation and the society within it will not hold together unless there are unwritten personal rules which everyone respects and plays by. That’s what values are all about; they are based around certain simple notions, such as the “Golden Rule”, and reflect many hundreds and thousands of years of accumulated wisdom passed on from generation to generation.

The conservatives complain that values aren’t holding up so well in present day America; we are trying to replace value-driven self-regulation with more and more programs and written regulations, and that is causing thing to go to hell. Well, I don’t entirely agree; but it is something to ponder.

In my pondering, I tried to think of some people from my youth (in the early 1960s, when values hadn’t yet declined too much yet according to some conservative thinkers) who truly lived “value-oriented” lives. People who could be called “the salt of the earth”. People who no one much noticed, but quietly did many tiny little things that collectively help keep life civilized. Yes, like the raindrops that collectively assemble themselves into rivers and oceans. I can think of many people from my family who were like that. But my memories of my parents, grandparents, aunts, uncles and other relatives is probably clouded by sentimentality, given how long they have been gone. So I have picked out a guy who was not a member of my family, but still impressed me and many others that I grew up with as a really good person.

That guy’s name was Rocco Locarro, Rocky as everyone called him (I have discussed him before on this blog). He was the janitor at McKenzie Elementary School  »  continue reading …

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Thursday, September 23, 2010
Personal Reflections ... Web Site/Blog ...

I usually develop ideas for this blog at odd moments throughout the day, and try to jot a line or two down on paper before I forget what inspired me. Later on I find some time to further develop that initial thought, usually while sitting in front of a keyboard and wanting to type something. Once I actually start typing, I start thinking more and more, and then more ideas come out. Thus, many of my blog entries start with short notions but become fairly long essays.

However, tonight I am going to avoid long essays and just put out a bit of the raw, untreated mental effluent that often becomes the feedstock for this blog. This is going to be quite Twitter-like, but that’s what the youth of America seem to want today. OK, here goes.

1.) So what about karma? Many if not most Buddhists believe that the goodness or badness of what you do in this life will affect some future person who will “reincarnate” something of your former being (even if they don’t have any memory of it).  »  continue reading …

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Sunday, September 19, 2010
Personal Reflections ... Photo ...

Morning glories in all of their glory on a September morn, near my apartment parking space.

The Buddha once taught a lesson by simply holding up a flower. That was one of his better lessons. The core teaching of Buddhism (the four noble truths) regards craving. Craving was said by the Buddha to be the cause of all suffering, and the cessation of craving can extinguish all suffering in this world. Sounds good, no?

Even though I am a loyal member of a Zen sangha, I disagree. Well, I partly disagree, anyway. Certainly, craving for material things and stimulating experiences and ego and comfort can cause much suffering; to both the person doing the craving, and all those who he or she will walk over to
satiate that craving. “Crave” implies an exaggerated, amped-up level of desire; gotta have it! Admittedly, craving is most of what is wrong with America today.

To crave something is to fixate the mind upon that thing, to ignore all else, to not balance out the goods and bads that come with any thing or experience. So, I certainly agree that materialistic or egotistical craving is a bad thing.

The four noble truths don’t stop with things and experiences, though. They push the concept all the way to life itself, to “existence” (and also “non-existence”). In that regard, I have to take exception. I think that it is natural to “crave existence”; I think that at heart, existence is good. There certainly are instances where it is noble to give up one’s life, one’s existence for the good of another (or many others, more likely). But those instances are relatively rare (thank goodness). In the 99.9% of the time when our existence does not get in the way of some greater good, I think it is good to “crave” one’s existence. It is even better if that craving leads us to a positive passion; e.g., the passion to be a musician, to be a writer, to raise one’s children well, to be a scientist, to start a successful business, to be an athlete, etc. Having a passion, at least a positive passion, can make life extremely rewarding.

But passion, even the most positive passion there is, can also make life extremely painful. To live to the fullest means risking and experiencing a lot of pain along the way. Perhaps it even means the pain of ultimate failure or rejection. The Buddha’s prescription to eliminate all suffering in life through the cessation of craving thus does not make sense to me, in this context. Buddhism seems to say to the aspiring young pianist or basketball player or science student that a calm apathetic life centered around meditation is best, as the enlightenment that it might bring will eventually overcome pain. Perhaps in a person’s later years, this makes sense (but even then, some may choose to “rage, rage against the dying of the light”).

But for young people, I would say: GO FOR IT. NO PAIN, NO GAIN. Leave the Buddhist navel-gazing (which I do most every day) for later in life, once all the pain you will experience can make more sense.

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Friday, September 3, 2010
Personal Reflections ... Society ...

It’s difficult for me to appreciate just how important the cell phone has become. I must admit that I am often out-of-touch with the cultural mainstream. I have no idea who the young movies stars are these days. I don’t watch reality or talent-search TV shows, and I still remember Jimmy Carter as being a good President. I don’t have an iPad, and even worse, I never even bought an iPod! I got my first cell phone back in June (and I’m still pretty clumsy when using it). And as you might guess, my phone is the most basic model available, way behind all those sophisticated little devices that everyone stares at and and fiddles with during the “in-between moments” of life. I got it to use in case of emergency (and even then, I might not remember who to call or even remember what buttons to push!).

Being a bit more attuned to the ways of modern America, my brother showed me a little phone trick the other day, something I wasn’t aware of. I.e., that you can turn a cell phone off and on by holding down a certain button. I was previously under the impression that it had to be on all the time. Well, perhaps mine did, as the phone did not come back to life after being powered down, despite pushing and pushing the buttons.

So we drove over to a Verizon store  »  continue reading …

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Saturday, August 14, 2010
Personal Reflections ... Photo ...

People who came of age in the past twenty years or so don’t remember much about “The Bell System“. But for old fogies like me, Bell Telephone (aka “Ma Bell”, the nick-name given to AT&T and the local affiliates that ran most of the telephone phone system in the United States up thru 1984) was once a way of life. It was how you made a call. The bell logo (which was a tribute to the telephone’s founder, Alexander Graham Bell) was almost everywhere you looked; on phone books (remember those?), on phone booths (ditto), on your phone bill, on maintenance trucks, advertisements, utility buildings . . .

But the world has changed, and the Bell System is an idea whose time has long passed. There are all kinds of different companies out there today offering a menu of different phone services. But the old Bell organization should not be forgotten, as it was well run; in the first half of the Twentieth Century it allowed the telephone to become a critical component of American life, for both business and social purposes. Bell / AT&T did its job and did it well.

And interestingly enough, you don’t have to walk very far today in most any town before you can see evidence of the old Bell organization. You simply need to know where to look. And that is to look down. There are still thousands and thousands of manhole covers in the streets bearing the Bell logo (ah, “manhole cover” — another antiquated, politically incorrect phrase!). Given how long cast-iron covers last, it could be many decades before the last symbol of the old Bell infrastructure is put to scrap. I took a little walk around my own neighborhood, and hardly had to venture more than two blocks to find several old Bell covers. So I snapped a few pix, in tribute to the enduring legacy of the old AT&T / Bell organization. Enjoy!

 

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Thursday, August 12, 2010
◊  8-9-10
Personal Reflections ... Society ...

On Monday afternoon I was working on another piece of bureaucratic paperwork, and I had to write a date next to a signature. For just a second, I noticed that it was 8-9-10. How ’bout that.

Hmmm, for the next four years we’re going to get sequential dates like that. That seems to me like something to be celebrated. I mean, why is January 1 any more sacred?

But no one else (that I know of) seemed to notice. I didn’t see or hear any comment about it in the paper, radio, internet nor TV. And that’s too bad. Nice little things like ascending date numbers are always overlooked. We all want the big thrills in life, and we live in on-going disappointment about how rare and unpredictable they are. So why not focus on the little things that you can count on?

Hey, 9-10-11 is coming! We all should start thinking now about how to celebrate it, as a part of the on-going celebration of our lives.

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Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Personal Reflections ... Religion ...

I got interested in the “historical Jesus” movement about 10 years ago, which was a number of years after the whole thing started getting public attention (given the Jesus Seminar and the best-seller books put out by Dominic Crossan and Robert Funk, arguing that Jesus was really a whole lot like a modern liberal social reformer). I’m always a little behind the curve. Well, about five years ago, after reading several books covering a wide range of positions about who Jesus really was and what he intended, I burned-out on the whole subject. But not before the apocalyptic crowd convinced me that Jesus is better explained by historical factors than by divine salvation. I could no longer go into a Christian church, not even an Episcopal church (the last kind of church that I affiliated with), and proclaim Jesus as the Son of God, true God and true man. From then on, I would still regard Jesus as a key figure in my life, a man from history deserving of much veneration and attention; but I could never again pray to him as a divine being.

So that’s pretty much where things have stood between me and Jesus for the past 4 or 5 years. But I had one more book about Jesus sitting on my shelves that I wanted to get to, by the highly regarded scholar E.P. Sanders (“The Historical Figure of Jesus”). I finally got around to starting that book in late winter, and I finished it not too long ago (it was my lunch-hour read). And I need to say, I found it extremely gratifying. After going thru about 6 or 7 big tomes sifting through the writings about Jesus and the historical / social context of his life, I was forming my own picture of him. It turned out that Sanders’ picture of Jesus was quite a bit like my own. We agreed on one very important point: that Jesus indeed foresaw an immediate “God revolution” in Palestine, the coming of the Kingdom of God in a very literal sense.

Even more important, Jesus did not see himself as a mere observer and prophet of a revolutionary event whose arrival could not be accurately predicted.  »  continue reading …

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Saturday, July 31, 2010
Personal Reflections ... Science ...

I’m not a big fan of Ken Wilber-inspired “Integral Theory”, as it seems to require large doses of wishful thinking in order to be “truly universal”, i.e. “integral”. But I recently decided to have a look at a book by Ervin Laszlo that proposes a science-based “integral theory of everything”; the book is called “Science and the Akashic Field”. As expected, it has a lot of wishful thinking once the “Akashic Field” side kicks in. But when Laszlo discusses pure science, he gets down to some interesting ideas and theories (i.e., those not his own).

I’m still cutting thru this book, and I just read an interesting overview that Laszlo provides of current “Metaverse” theories. These are serious ideas put forth by cosmologists about where the Big Bang might have come from, what might have existed before our Universe arose, what else there is out there beside our Universe, and what might eventually become of our Universe. There are many very interesting (and very speculative) theories out there, including the “chaotic inflation” model of physicist Andrei Linde. Laszlo describes Linde’s theory of how our Universe and others form as somewhat akin to a bubble bath. Universes form like bubbles from a churning pool of water and soap, each one expanding and separating off from a cluster of others.

Very interesting. This brought back a childhood TV memory  »  continue reading …

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